Sunday, September 21, 2008
New York, New Life
I'm still having huge problems with my computer and have no time to fix them, I've given up on trying to fix it myself and am taking it to a shop on Monday.
One of the seminars I went to was on Food Blogging. I really want to make this site work and get some traffic through it. I've been slaking really bad over the past couple months, but I am going to work harder at this once my home computer is fixed. I even have plans to buy a better camera to help with the over aesthetics of the page.
So, stay with me a little longer and hopefully this will become a great source of information sharing, with feedback and an openness for all things food to evolve with everyone involved.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
"Come To Where Fresh Is"
We hired a new PR company about three months ago. It's a good thing I'm sure. It's just hard when someone else starts making the ideas for you. It's hard to be given an idea to finish or to be redefined by someone that really doesn't know you. It's a blow to the ego. I know that's not the intention, but they don't know me and how I perceive things and how I conceive things. Ideas from my mind are hard enough to get to the bottom of and get onto a plate and into someones mouth with wondrous enjoyment.
I tend to take a lot of time, a lot of time, coming up with what I want to serve. So much time, due to research and learning about new ideas and new approaches, time to establish what could go wrong and what could go better. But, there never seems to be enough time (nor space) to get it perfect. Perfection can be so far away sometimes it hurts.
When that feeling comes on, it's really hard to get and stay motivated. It seems to be a vicious cycle I fall into, when I think that this career will kill me, drive me mad, or keep me from a life of family and time to spend with them I start looking at my options. "What else can I do?" "What else can I make a living at that will allow me the life I want?"
I always come back to cooking, it called to me at a young age and even though I'm getting older and may never reach the fame that so many people associate with it now, I still love to cook and get my ass handed to me on a busy night.The creative aspect to it is what can drive me crazy and reward me at the same time. I walked around for a week (that's all the notice and time I was given) with a little light bulb in my pocket, looking at everything food oriented around me and trying to figure how to get it inside the bulb and how this item would stand up to being mailed out to 20 or so members of the local media. And, how to represent our new tag "Come To Where Fresh Is" in a vessel that absolutely requires a 2-3 day shelf life.
It's a marketing Ad Lib.Basil and Banana Bubble Gum.
That's all I could come up with. Nothing else was clicking. Not that I'm unhappy with the gum, I'm just a little worried that nothing else (nothing) was coming to mind. Nothing that I thought I could complete and package within one week.
If you received this gum, I hope you enjoy it. It was fun to make and I think it taste pretty damn good. The Basil and Banana thing's been on my mind for months now.
And as far as what else I can do to make a living? I think I'm ready to start thinking about owning my own place. It's a process, one that can put me into debt for my grandchildren to pay off.
But, the Basil and Banana will have a place on the menu, I'm thinking "Smashed Banana, Basil, Bacon and Peanut Butter Paninnis".
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Gas Out!

, thanks to ONE butane burner.Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Pizza
(side note) Anytime there's a Bizarre Foods or a No Reservations marathon on Travel channel, for some reason the Food Network seems to think that 8 hours of Rachel Ray will really compete. The Travel Channel has succeeded at something Food Network started out as, they have shows about food that actual chefs want to watch. They've combined entertainment with education. ...........And on top of that, Travel Channel has the chick from
Cash and Treasures
Back to Pizza.
The show titled Pizza Paradise gives credit to the very first pizza joint in the country!!!!! Lombardi's is and has earned the crown of the "First Pizza" in America. They also claim to be "The best pizza in America". I'll give them the "First", that should be enough.
I ate there several months ago. One: the service was not that great, OK it's a pizza joint! But it also claims to be the "Best Pizza" joint, Two: the pizza wasn't that good. It was good, but I've had better. And, yes I am a fan of PapaJohns and yes I use the and love the Garlic "butter".
But, I am not born and bread on it. I was lucky enough to have a little family loved pizza hole in the wall called Vic's. Vic's is no longer around. I was very sad to find this out, after moving back into an hour driving distance from it. Vic's Pizza had thin crust, great toppings and these huge bubbles that ran circles around the crust that added a pillow of hot moisture on top of chewy well flavored end to a pizza, well seasoned on a well seasoned cast iron gas oven.
BUT!, Aside from that. I was lucky enough, again, to have a damn gem of a pizza joint in Charleston. Andolini's by far crushes any pizza I've ever had. When I visit Charleston, it's on the list of places to eat. It's on my "pros and cons" list of reasons to move back the Charleston!
I am simply stating, in my opinion, the best pizza in New York, the first pizza in the country is not as good as pizza made by a 40 something(???) New Yorker in the south.
The Shaved meatballs, the sausage, the cheese, the fresh garlic rub, the Ice Cold Cream Soda the lunch special, the common and pleasant staff, normal kids from the local areas of Charleston that know that pride comes from proper work.....they care because they want to.
All I want to do right now is sit back and leaf through a Charleston City Paper to see what bands aren't coming to town, see who's cooking what poorly, what bars are running specials, who's hiring and why? and enjoy a couple slices at a community table inside or under and Andolini's spot.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Crepes

Tuesday, March 11, 2008
"No Reservations"
No, this is about the tv show: Anthony Bourdain, No Reservations. The episode name is "Into the Fire". It was by far the best representation of what it's like to be in a busy, real, kitchen.
A couple months ago I had lunch at Les Halles and it was so amazing sitting in a restaurant that the book "Kitchen Confidential" was written in, and then being able to see how things happen in the kitchen via the "Into the Fire" episode.
If you missed it, the show schedule can be seen here .
This episode hit home, a lot. I have nightmares (literally) about work a lot, and one of the reoccurring ones involves streams of tickets coming in that I can't read. This episode was like watching one of my own nightmares. I had waves of anxiety flowing over me just watching someone else go through it.
This episode has it all. "A day in the life of..." type of event. Feel what it's really like. Things like:
The Calm before the storm, prepping while tickets are coming in, what mise en place you need and how much of it, the feeling of a "full board", hitting a wall, the dance with your fellow workers with knives, the use of alcohol as a driving force and why, the other chefs in the "kitchens of make believe" with two or more line cooks per station, owners, being the FNG, the feeling of "holy shit" is this really happening, family meal, feeling your pulse in your temples through your hat (why I don't wear one), acting like a little kid after doing something you do everyday, feeling like you just battled for you life, "The board is clear", treating the covers as a personal score, relaxing near the garbage, and how friendships can withstand these type of days. Day after day.
If you want to know what it's really like to work in a real kitchen, this is the episode to watch.. Look it up and set up a reminder.
I watched it twice in a row.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Foo Fighters / LA story
Thank You.
So, we traveled up the 101 (well, eventually) through Santa Barbara, Los Olivos, Solvang and then on to Lompoc. This is what makes up most of the third and forth days. We ended up on the
"Sideways" tour at times and a little lost at times. I slept in the car for the most part.At one point we went out to eat and I had an Epiphany...the food sucked!
"Does my food suck?" I asked myself.
After all, we were enjoying foods I've made before in professional career.
You know: Chicken, Filet, Lamb Chops, salmon maybe? this wonderful plate of calamari.....this shitty plate of calamari. No flavor, no love, no respect for what it is what sauces go with it (a freaking lemon wedge?! Come on! My Lamb was plated in the modern day approach of linking all the bones together in the center over a slob of roasted garlic mashed potatoes with a sprig of Rosemary sticking out of it....oh wait....that's how it's been done for the past 70(?) years minus the mint jelly.As much as I try, I know I don't hit it on the nose every time and I always always wish I could do better, but I feel a little better at night knowing I tried. I don't ever want to rest on my laurels, or laurels from years past. Food can't progress as long as millions of customers are willing to pay too much for mediocre food. It bothers me when time is running out and I end up serving something I'm not completely satisfied with, yet the customer loved it. It doesn't make me feel any better.
We did make it to the Pacific Ocean, and drove on the beach (you can do that on Pismo Beach), it was pretty damn cold but awesome to see the hillsides so close to the shore.

I also ran into a little Agar Agar in it's natural state.
Very cool.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Back from LA
Still, as I write, I'm running a fever and this is the most I've done all day.
The only other thing I want to say on the matter is that, I hope guilt doesn't make life long decisions.
On to the trip.
So, after getting some Thai food the first night and drinking my
stomach into a state of settled-ness, we went for burgers.That's right, burgers. Many of you have probably heard of the In and Out Burgers like I have but never had a chance to try one do to the fact that they just don't come out this way.
I used to work with this guy from California, Sam Perry, he said the In and Out Burgers were worth being flown out to SC when he needed a fix.

I gotta say, they are damn tasty. Freshly made, fresh cut fries, a super-burger staff that is more professional than most "High End" places. All they did was focus on the product. Which there are three. A hamburger, a cheeseburger or a double double. Unless you know the secret menu.
I got a double double animal style.....filthy.

Then we headed up the coast.....on the wrong highway for several hours. It's OK, saw a lot of great scenery, gives the mind time to wonder.
We ended up in Solvang , a Danish town close to several wineries.

Thursday, January 31, 2008
The road to Montevina


us. We spent 30 minutes looking in great detail
the finer points of the 1/2 a million dollar machine that bottles the Montevina juice. And it was awesome. Any question, he was all over it, anything you wanted to see or taste, he was cool with it. No holds barred. We felt like we were boring him at some points. 
On top of all of this was the house itself, Villa D'toro. Huge. Only four bedrooms, but the last thing you did there was sleep. It was for pure entertainment puposes only. Game room, pool (too cold for), garage with ping pong and darts, living room, dining room, brunch room, sun room, TV rooms, basically if you needed a room for anything it was there.Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Back from Cali
First off, I need to state (or re-state) that I've never been any further West then Ohio, so this trip was especially exciting to me.
which most people know for their White Zinfandel, and as well you should, they produce in great volume mainly for banquet restaurants and the common wine buyer. They take care of the majority. I bet you didn't know that they are owned by someone else though. A family of Italian immigrants that also own, produce, grow and bottle a lot of great wines. The Trinchero'>http://www.tfewines.com/">Trinchero Family who also produce Terra d'oro, Folie a deux, Menage a Trios, and Montevina to name a few. (There will be great times at Villa D'oro at Montevina to come)
looked the most interesting and we already were recommended to "Go Fish" the next night. http://www.blogger.com/>Cindy's Backstreetwas such a surprise to all of us. It was, however, my unknowingness of where every single chef in the world has put up shop. I realized the as we were leaving that we just had an incredible meal because this was a http://www.blogger.com/>Cindy Pawlcyn joint. And everything was top notch.


Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Snowshoe Pics
First off, we're up on the mountain, just got there, driving around looking at what's what. We're split up into three vehicles, certain people coming from certain places. Three of us in one vehicle all look at our cell phones and realize we have no service (thanks Verizon) we actually drive around holding our phones in the air like we might hit some random strand of radio wave that will let us send a text. Or better off, let us get a hold of the other two vehicles somewhere driving up the eastern side of the country.Well, it turned out that not having cell phone use was pretty sweet actually. And, it turned out that there was some kind of satellite telescope on the mountain that blocked all radio waves. It was tough not being able to talked to loved ones (and confusing to them as to why you won't return there calls or texts) or being able to communicate with work and organize orders and such. But, then you realize....I'm on vacation. They're gonna have to suck it up and make things happen for themselves.

Grand Marnier made the trip with us. Along with three or four handles (maybe five) of bourbon, four bottles of vodka, two bottles of gin, two large Jaggers, three or four bottles of wine(come on it's for a week for ten people), one case of red bull, one case of Gatorade, and not enough water, but many of memories and good times. Along with enough food to keep us healthy and happy.
We went out to eat at a place called Ember, the fine dining restaurant on the mountain. It was pretty cool. The food was a

little cold at times, under seasoned, techniques and ideas missed and just not used properly, but enjoying each others company more than made up for any misguided salt block attempts.
Every morning the deer would be looking into the large kitchen window like they were watching TV, knowing all the previous humans would through food out to them, we were an expected source of nourishment. If they only ate proteins they would be the best fed deer on earth. Instead they got bread (9grain) and

frozen waffles (come on, where else are there deer eating waffles?)
and some peanuts. I realized why we eat these little creatures instead of using them as pets or to heard cattle, the are not bright at all....and they taste good. Don't worry, we didn't eat any of our new breakfast friends. Although it was talked about.
Throughout the week we would entertain ourselves by reading the "welcome to our house" books that the owners leave out for guest to fill in with their experiences and good times. Most of them were
complaints, which are well justified, but it seemed to defeat the purpose of what the owners were looking for, at least that's what I think, I really hope it's a nice old couple that enjoy sharing their home with strangers as if they were grandparents taking in their grandchildren and their friends.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Snowshoe
It's been several several years since I've been on vacation.
Two, maybe, in my life.....well, adult life.
One really great time when I was about 19 with my friend Mandy, driving south and sleeping where we could. Really, someone should have told us that you have to be 21 to rent a hotel room.
The second one about 4 years ago with an ex. Stressful do to money more than anything. Hard to just relax.
This one though....This is what movies are made about. Or should be.
Friends, family and friends that feel like family all gathered for a week in the mountains of West Virginia. Snow Shoe Mountains. (My links still aren't working)OK, West Virginia is completely unimportant to this gathering.
But, think about it....10 or so people in the same house. Chefs, bartenders, servers....all breeds bred of the f&b industry. We're all bringing coolers full of food, bottles of booze (that I'm sure are mostly opened before we get there), wine, music, movies, and all the stories we have of the good times we've all spent together in the past.
We will cook, eat, drink, relax.....some may venture outside for skiing or something like that. I'm going to relax and enjoy this.
The only thing I'm worried about is what the kitchen is stocked with. Equipment, plates, silverware....salt?
I'm bringing salt. You can't live without salt.
I'll take many pictures and get back in a week.
Enjoy yours, I'll enjoy mine.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Craigslist.com
Just goes to show.... a lot I guess. No help coming this way, maybe there is none?
Anyway, I figured I'd repost it here, no harm in trying.
Maybe someone interested in the food found on this blog will find this link especially interesting.
I've been hanging on to the spare set of Sous Chef keys for over ten months now.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Prime Rib Poached NY Strip

Saturday, December 15, 2007
Feast Or Famine
1. I wanted my parents to be able to see what my life is like in a kitchen. To see what kind of food I enjoy making and why I spend so much time working. To try and let them (and others) understand why I love what I do for a living.
2. For my own personal collection of "Ideas, thoughts, mis-hearings and random spouts of my brain." Something I can direct others to, wether employers, employees, family members, or the curious.
I've been slacking on producing anything of any intrest lately. I realize that. And in some disturbingly sad way, I've actually worried about it.
In the sense that....I haven't been inspired. Inspiration comes and inspiration goes.
After ten months without the two sous chef positions I had filled when I moved here, after three months with only two line cooks (both in thier teens), after a summer/theatre/into fall season doing everyone in 4... thirty minute increments twice a day, as banquets/ordering/blah blah blah everything work/working saute shit goes on..........Now we're pretty much dead.
Sure, the one or two "big" Christmas parties a week are happening, but it's not enough. Not here. Not what it could be. Nothing is ever what it could be.
I find myself taking as much time off as possible. Not really a bad thing....but when you love to work and your work is your love, it has an effect on you. On top of that, still having to be at work when nothing is going on. The only person in the kitchen. No reservations, maybe just driving in to do ordering....KILLS motivation. Being the guy that takes gas money (I was gonna say rent money, but everyone of my employees lives with thier parents, except one and her son works for me to) from them with no hours.
In addition to my excuses, my camera has been broken. BUT, I just got it back yesterday. Thanks to two friends that helped me out. (It's hard to get packages delivered to your house when your never there).
SO! On with new pictures and posts.
Look above.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
MY KITCHEN?

These pictures go through a year of movements.
what it's been turning into. It may not have the latest cooking equipment, it may not have the latest cooking equipment by 1980's standards, but trust me, a lot of cooking happens here. And the challenge in that alone would stop most people.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Tristan Cam
http://tristandining.com/introNEW.htm
I've never eaten at Tristan, but I worked at least two blocks away from it for years.
A former employee worked there doing pastries for a while, her brother told me about the "Veal Sorbet" he had while he was there, and an old friend was the bar manager there....may still be.
I've talked for years (literally) about a web cam in the kitchen.
Pros: 1.The so called "Reality" TV shows about kitchens are bullshit, a real kitchen cam would prove way more entertaining.
2. The entertainment value is untapped.
3. The spin-offs would be unstoppable.
4. The expressions of true love and passion concerning food might actually be understood by the rest of the world, not passed off as a learned "trade skill".
5. The home cook can put away his or her dreams of owning and operating their own Restaurant, once they see what it takes to work in one.
6. Ideas and techniques can be shared properly with great detail.
7. Want to talk about Drama? Try ER meets Passions. (I've never seen "Passions" but I think it's a soap opera and that's a lot like a kitchen at times.) (Any soap opera will do.)
8. I've already got the T-Shirts in mind. $$$$$$
Cons: 1. The general population will know what goes on in a restaurant kitchen, possibly YOUR restaurant kitchen.
2. The amount of money it would take to pay someone to work the "Bleep" button would put you way over on labor costs. So, he would be fired. And Sailors watching everywhere would blush.
3. Who knew the twisted things you can re-in act with chicken carcasses?
4. The recorded story of the "Potato People Vs. Baked Potato Bar-Man", may or may not be a success story.
5. You'd get to meet someone like John W. Grube, neither pro nor con I guess.
6. And, maybe no one wants to know. What it takes out of the people that feed you.
We just say "Enjoy".
And that's all we want. Is for You to enjoy what we put together for you....and for us. We enjoy when you do.
Monday, October 29, 2007
Mr. Wilson / Levendi Wine Dinner

Jon Wilson.
In 2000, I believe, My brother was the Chef at The Bistro on Kiawah Island, The Bistro was to be closed and turned into offices. There was a brand new restaurant being built down the island a few miles. Turtle Point Grille. The staff from The Bistro would now be living here with my brother in command of the kitchen. With him was his Sous Chef Ed, newly hired Exec. Sous Chef (Me), a collection of familiar servers and a kitchen crew that would impact my life probably forever. Coco, whom you've read about in http://thechefsoffice.blogspot.com/2007_03_01_archive.html A Charleston Wedding , John W. Grube whom is a book waiting to happen and of course, Mr. Wilson.
After Randy left Turtle Point Grille, I took over for a time and made Wilson my Sous Chef. The year and a half that we cooked together was very easy. Kiawah was a hard company to work for but Wilson is one of those cooks that you just click with creatively and work ethic wise. And a lot of those people from that kitchen are still big parts of my life.
Wilson flew in from NY, where he lives with his wife Shelly (Turtle alumni) and their dog Stella, to pitch in on our Levendi Estates w
ine dinner.
After trying the wines and making notes and emailing back and forth. About and hour before the dinner started the menu was finished. I tend to hesitate. I like to get all kinks worked out before committing to anything.
The next postings will include doubles of the featured items do to my flash not working and Wilson emailing me his copies.
Here is Jon's: Seared Scallop, Banana-Apple Bread, Butternut-Maple Jus, Chestnut Foam
The Butternut-Maple jus was amazing.






